grams came back last night and we had tze char opposite tp. it was a wrong choice to join mummy to & aunt to pick grams. the tension in the car, aunt couldn't stop complaining about cousin to grams and mummy, grams cannot stop grumbling and mummy cannot stop reprimanding aunt. i foresee major drama coming my way. the loud wails in the car, made the throbs in my brains harder, all i do was keep quiet.
then at dinner, i saw a familiar back view. the view that i had gone head over heels for but now the view that i loathe at sight. the complains from aunt continue on and i totally shut myself out, with the piercing pain in my brains, the weird nausea feeling, i had to get home.
crashed in after a pep talk with isk and i had the worst nightmare ever. jolted me awake and back to reality, i knew it would never happen.
just now when i was driving to work, a major accident in kpe, i diverted my route. mad drivers along my way, turn my mood foul. insufficient time to grab my breakfast, only surviving on hot milo till lunch. what a way to kick start the day.
